im beggining to be inlove with someone ive never seen before and until know, i dont know if this is infatuation or love but one thing im sure of it is that i misses him when i did not able to communicate with him... i dont know if he also feels the same way but weve been friends for almost 1 year .. we are sharing each others secrets, he always make sure that he knows whats happening to my life even without seeing me and i should also do the same thing.. i dont know if the feeling is mutual between us, but then this feeling is beginning to fade because i dont want to be inlove with someone ive never seen. this is a difficult part of my life coz im inlove with someone who do not know what i feel for him.. he told me before that we are friends n that if very painful on my part.. coz i want something in return.. now, i dont want to be inlove with someone already, coz its very hard for me to be inlove, im crying without deep inside my heart but that person do not know that he is hurting me... i also dont want to reveal what i feel for him.. coz i dont want to expect something from him.. i just want to love him in silence without letting him know.. but what i want is that he will also love me for who i am without knowing that i love him... he should love me because he felt that he love me... not that he will love me coz he knew that i love him...